Semester 2 Januari-April 2011

So the end of this semester is coming in 3 days (for me). So here's the summary as far as I can remember now:

The beginning of the sem was a-okay. I was still quiet and alpha as f*ck, had few friends but well-respected by classmates and faculty mates because of by strictness and my good results (comparably, because I didn't exactly pass with flying colours). I was really strict to the point that even my dorm was squeaky clean. I proposed that my room was a smoke-free zone and I really meant it, even when seniors came I'd straight up tell them to smoke outside. Living in a room that smells like cigarette smoke would suck a huge amount of giraffe penis.

I started to get reeeaaaally serious in debating. I really love the art; it makes you want to know more, read more and do more research on subject that most people wouldn't care about. Where others would only see the surface, debaters would delve deeper into the subject to find the underlying causes. In many ways, it challenges and develops intellectuality in people. Plus, it got me to many places and meet many people; my first competition was at UiTM Shah Alam, National Novice Debating Championship. It was nice to debate with people from everywhere around the country. I even met my ex-Karisma classmate Azlyn there. Nice to know that Mami Rose's 2 favorite students have gone far eh?

Then I went to Malaysia Debate Open, an international tournament. I joined as the panel adjudicator, and I gained A LOT of knowledge there. It helped me in a lot of ways, more obviously in my Political Science (PAD170) subject. It helped me by providing me with a lot of facts to support my points in tests and exam, even in my final examinations. I also met people from all over Asia (as it was an Asian-style debate tournament), namely Thailand, Philippines, Korea and Japan. Met a lot of hot chicks too, so the fun part was multiplied by 10.


After that I got invited to watch Pertandingan Pidato Antarabangsa Piala Perdana Menteri. It was a-okay I guess, at least I got to go somewhere instead of just stay at Dungun and do the same things everyday.

Nearing the end of semester, I started to warm up with my faculty mates. Started to get a lot of friends, turn out people did talk about me in a good way. I thought I was insignificant haha.

But I think I'm still gonna be quiet next semester, talking too much leads to procrastination, procrastination leads to bad results.

Malaysia: The politically-interesting nation

Has anyone else noticed that the current political state of Malaysia is fucked to bits?

Seriously. In one hand, Anwar is honest-to-god denying that he is the one in the sex video. He even got quite a good argument; the man in the video is too fat to be him.

In the other hand, he is very dodgy regarding the evidences. Wan Azizah has been denying the opposing party's request for the Omega watch that Anwar allegedly wore in the video.

Not to mention that even the government has been dodgy about this matter. "We have identified the man in the video but nuh-uh, we ain't gonna tell you HAHA." JUST TELL US DAMMIT. I dunno, maybe the only reason why they said that was for the lulz of mindfucking the people.

Aaaand that pretty much the only thing on the newspaper lately. I can read one in less than 15 minutes, and most of the articles I read are in the entertainment section eg InTech and StarTwo. And no, I don't read Malay newspapers. I'd rather read my essays from back when I was in my mom's womb. At least the quality is higher than most of today's Malay newspapers lah kan.

Finals babes!

I've been very busy lately. Starting from last Saturday, I've been studying non-stop. I'm always at the library either studying by myself, having a study group or straight up teach my course mates. Wake up at 10am, go to the library at 11, go back to room and clean myself, prayer etc from 6-8pm and then go back to the library till it closes. Repeat EVERYDAY.

And the torture doesn't stop there. When you study too much, even when you're on your bed waiting to fall asleep, you would have a lot of stuff on your mind that you won't be able to even fall asleep. But you still want to follow your schedule, so you still have to wake up at 10 even though you slept at 3. Throw in the fact that you'd been studying non stop for the whole day and you end up waking up feeling weak, groggy and shitty.

So after the Political Science paper, I decided to take the day off from studying. It has been smooth sailing so far. I feel freaking awesome right now.

At least until tomorrow.

Hello reader(s?)!

I noticed that recently, my posts are of not much quality. I would like to clarify that it is actually due to this thing called writer's block.

Okay, that's just an excuse. Actually, all of my recent quality writings are literally things I wrote on paper. Some of them are really good, to the point that I'm quite surprised at how good I can write. But the thing about writing on paper is that you'd read and reread it so much that you start to think too much about it. You start to think it's too personal or too stupid or too liberal or too sensitive or simply too long to publish on your blog. Then you keep it in your file, never to show it to any mortal forever.

So that's my reason. Seriously.

Come on, believe me for once!

Sugar craving

>have a really bad sugar craving

>regret not buying the 1.5L carbonated drink you saw on sale

>roommate walks in with a bottle of Kickapoo

>FEEL INCREDIBLE PANG

>????

>SHIT IS NOT CASH