#35

I want to be heartless and apathetic. Feelings create desire. Desire creates need. Need creates weakness.

I aim to be perfect.

Serious thing.

I have a comment on the description of 'rape'.

One of the stranger claims made in recent days is that "rape is not about sex."

Over and over it has been said that rape is not about sex, it is about power and control. "Rape is best characterized as torture that uses sex as a weapon. Like a torturer, the rapist uses sexual acts to dominate, humiliate, and terrorize the victim". Perhaps one might understand that that is the victim's interpretation, but we are told that "Rape is not about sex to the rapist; it has to do with control and power."

Not just sometimes, but every time.

Hogwash. Utter hogwash. Despite my problems with Alas, a Blog, on this particular point which Ampersand is correct:

Men who rape women don't do it because they hate women, but because they don't give a **** about women (at least, not the women they rape). They want something, they take it, and they're by-and-large indifferent to how the person they "take" it from feels.

This is why the "rape isn't about sex, rape is about violence" analysis falls short. It's not true - not from the point of view of many rapists - and it denies the true horror of the situation. Many rapists don't rape because they hate and want to hurt women; it's not that personal. Rapists rape because they want sex; they don't consider the woman's feelings at all...

Wanitaku

Call me retrosexual, but I still prefer the old days.

50 tahun lepas, syarat paling bawah untuk perempuan dipandang oleh lelaki ialah tak merokok, tak keluar rumah balik awal pagi, tak cakap kuat-kuat, boleh memasak, menjaga pertuturan dan pandai menjaga hati orang. Tu baru pandang, belum nak buat calon insteri lagi.

Aku nak perempuan aku pandai jaga diri. Aku nak perempuan aku reti jaga pergaulan. Aku nak perempuan aku yakin dengan diri sendiri. Reti jaga sahsiah diri, cara berpakaian. Sopan santun. Lembut bila bercakap.

Aku nak perempuan aku itu perempuan.

Saya miskin...

Itu hari kawan aku blog pasal bapak dia bagi smartphone sebab tak tahan dengar dia potpetmauhenfonbaru. Tengok gambar, agak cantik la jugak henfon dia. Cukup cantik untuk buat aku jeles. Jeles sebab aku tak mampu beli henfon mahal-mahal. Henfon yang aku mampu lebih kurang macam ni je.

 

 

 

Sorry malas nak rotate.

Haih bila la nak cukup duit beli henfon mahal-mahal. Tak aci la kalau mintak duit mak bapak en. Haih /tiup angin

Untitled. Yet.

If only you can perceive people as I do, you will understand why I appear bitter.
If only you can see what I see, you will see the dirty scums invisible to others.
If only you can think like I think, there is nothing that matters.

If you can see through my eyes, hear through my ears and walk in my shoes, you will realize.

That we are disgusting.

Following followers?

I'm not gonna entertain any invitation to follow anyone.

Bukannya aku sombong, tapi aku bukannnya ambik kesah pasal news feed pun jadi takde makna la aku nak follow korang. Lagipun kebanyakan daripada korang nak tambah follower cuma untuk naikkan self-esteem korang, nak buktikan ada orang yang baca blog korang. Yang tu agak tidak appropriate la bagi aku.

Sori kalau korang terasa dengan post ni. Takde niat or anything.

Lelaki Teratas

I went to Topman just now.

Sekarang Topman tengah ada clearance sale. Seluar diorang dalam 99MYR je, dah la memang jenis yang aku tengah carik jadi memang aku tergoda ah kan. Lepas tu aku pun pegi kat ATM nak withdraw duit. Tiba-tiba keluar mesej

"Baki anda RM67.49 sahaja."

Tau la aku pokai, ATM pun pakai "sahaja" untuk describe duit aku. Terasa doh.

Baca Hati

Sometimes I'm jealous of my friends who have an amazing amount of really close friends.

Bila tengok dak-dak ni ade siblings, aku teringin gak nak ada klik aku sendiri.

Siapa nak jadi kawan baik saya? Saya tak makan orang, gigit-gigit siket ade la kalau lapar sangat.;)

Hai Malaysia.

Seriously guys, what the f-?

Sekarang ni artis-artis perempuan baru yang banyak buat lagu bes. Macam band-band laki takde usaha sangat. Dan kebanyakan lagu yang actually bes pulak tak ramai yang suka (read:indie/underground).

Playlist aku sekarang ialah:

Ben's Bitches - Awek Lu Fit
Fynn Jamal - Biar Jiwa
Grey Sky Morning - Cinta Gila
Fynn Jamal - Cinta Hantu
Yuna - Cinta Sempurna
Ana Raffali - Hujan Bunga Di Kuala Lumpur
P. Ramlee, Sudin, Ajis - Maafkan Kami
Yuna - Super Something

Siapa kata aku tak dengar lagu melayu?

Alamak

Eh Yuna hot gile dohh.

Eh tengok lawa tak lawa ah. Okay aku akan dapatkan nombor phone die sebelum 1.1.11. This mission starts now. *click*

Hey you,

I'm sinking deeper. It's my fault, it's my fault. Shouldn't have taken the blue pill. Yes, life is awesome now. Too awesome actually. Too awesome that I'm slowly addicted to it. Slowly getting better at it, being too good that I can cause some serious personal problems to people around me.

Can anyone come and pull me out of this shit. Please?

Haih.

I really need to stop smoking. Loss of bodyweight, decrease in stamina, all have been because of my smoking habit.

The best way to stop smoking is by taking up drugs. That way I can take my mind off smoking.

Just sayin'.

Hahahihihuhu.

The Government decided to raise the gas price again. But 5 cents only?! That's an insult! There's a reason why I drive Hummer to class, and that's because I'm rich as hell. I'm literally swimming in my own money right now. When I roll my cigar, instead of the usual cigar paper, I use RM50 notes instead. And imagine how shocked I was when I discovered that RM1 comes in notes. I thought it comes in coins since, you know, the value is merely above nothing.

What I'm trying to say is, if you wanna do something, don't do it half-assed. 5 cents? I haven't seen money that valueless since 1995. At that time, I had some 50 cents with me. By some, I mean when I tossed them into the drain, the drain was blocked and my house stunk for a week. What I'm trying to say is, raise it by RM5 please. I have so much money I don't effing know how to use it. I literally wipe my butt with RM50 notes just because toilet paper looks too cheap for me.

Please don't insult me with the +5 cents bullshit.